tell u wht. i miss Everything that has Nothing to do with the Os. okay and thts about my entire sec four year. this would be my longest school year Ever. for the past nine years, i would have already been playing Uno in class by now. haha. anyway im SIX days away from the 20th lah. funny how come the countdown to the exams is faster than the count down to the end of them.

iv made up my mind. since im already sixteen now. which means iv got like friends i know from here and there in all tht sixteen years. not forgetting teachers.. im gonna start reading the obituaries. the other day i was sitting and staring into space, this teacher came into my mind. and i realised tht after i graduate id lose alll contact with tht teacher i might not even have the chance to see her. thn wht if one day the teacher just pass away?! actually even if u are in contact with the person, the day tht the person pass away he/she wont even have the chance to inform you beforehand right? what can they do? sms you? haha. imagine the text you have to send. dear friend, im gonna die now. seeya! -.-

actually i think thts traumatic for your friends but if i have the time to send such a message most probably im suffering from some old age or chronic sickness. im mentally prepared and so are the people around me. thts smthg to be thankful for.

but now, wht if i just pass away suddenly?! and i mean like so sudden i dont even know i am gonna die that minute. it would be alright for me but people around are like gonna gasp and my mum's probably gonna faint. and then.. people i seldom talk to are not gonna realise that iv passed away..

10 years later..
xx: hey woah i rmb we had so much fun together fooling around. so hows mich now?
oo: -.- she passed away 10 years ago. -.-.-.-.-

thts when the obituaries come in handy. haha. save u from embarrassment and some extreme shock lah. morever i want people to come attend my funeral. then all my friends would talk about me. cos i am the point they got together. but hey say only the good stuff. yea even if iv been bringing home your stationary by accident the entire school life. say only the good stuff.

ya so im gonna start flipping through the obituaries.